ahaha... juz woke up n ate a real good durian swissroll... yum!!! yesterday got a pengawas ask me how much i weight... so lol.... ahaha... he so shy... ahaha.. but i suppose he's brave enough to ask me am i fat... ahaha... i know i'm fat, but not obese... so that's fine with me... ahaha.... skinny skinny not good, also not healthy... aaha.. still better, like me fat fat... ahahahahahahahahah....

had headache yerterday... ahaha.. didn't get enough sleep.... tired i guess... oh well.... watever that is making me troubled (cough), i really hope it goes away fast... haiz... but trust me, after a day of emo, i'm fine... i'm so weird... ahaha.... i realise since pbs' been together, a lot of frenz been put aside... ok, ppl who feel like their's being put aside, please tell me, so i can even out my time... yesterday got someone tell me already.. so from today, i'm gonna separate my time.... ok?

umm... i think robert pattison has to wait... sorry.... ahaha... oh well... i'm sick n tired of always being the one who takes initiative... always the first one.. i know it's good... but sometimes in other ways, it's wrong... why must HE wait for me to talk to him first? fair enough lo if i sms n msn HIM first.... he cannot sendiri talk to me ah? he's always with his fren, how m i suppose to go over? n his frenz all are way older than me... and the frenz bully me.. always tease me cuz my sister knows them... hello? i kp but still a girl... girls get shy? haiz... i wish i can be as brave as i am in skool when i'm outside skool... haiz...